ranting

ok i am tired of these sooo called friends saying that i need to be a better friend!!!! if they were a good friend to begin with then they would not have kicked me outta the place i freakin rented from them. listen if you want to be my friend fine but you should have the decncy to tell me the Gods honest truth. you ppl io have kknown most of my life wont treat me like the ppl that barely know me. this may sound self absorbed but i think htat i have been a great friend to yall and have been trying to i mprove the friendship but you never would acept that i was livin the life that i want to live so if yiou cant accept that the just f off!! if you want to continue to be my friend fine but do not gripe at me for living life my way cause after all it is my life and i dont tell you how to live yours!!!! but to those of you that get wat i am sayin i absolutly love you alll. and i thank God for you every night in my prayers. i love yall God bless